The State of Things
The fringe. That space between significant chapters in your life. Between finishing and starting….I’m right smack dab in the middle of it. In the basement of my fathers house I busy myself for the preparing for the future and wrapping up the past. Old friends are pleasant anecdotes. Moving back has brought a wave of memories that now seem so unfamiliar. The future: so uncertain, so exciting. For the last two months I have had the time of my life battling against apathy an boredom. While it certainly hasn’t been easy living at home and being unemployed. I excited about the possibilities of the future. I can now write a cover letter like nobody’s business. I’ve built my own online portfolio from scratch. I’m still terrible at interviews. Picking up odd jobs here and there for cash is kinda fun. I’ll be launching my full service design firm soon….and then I begin think about God’s plan for mylife…it’s something that I have always been kinda scared about, you know… that there is a path laid out for me to follow…I mean I hate paths they are so prescriptive and what if I’m not following it…….so it gives me some anxiety. Until recently, because God’s path is about loving God and loving my neighbor not what job I take, or accomplishments that I finish or start…………..the fringe isn’t that bad of a place to be.
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